It’s beautiful to fall in love again...

It’s beautiful to fall in love again...

November 1st 1991….Whether it was Infatuation or attraction, I was keep watching her from the corner of my Math’s books. Neither J.C. Sir or Radia sir didn't even realized my paparazzi sightseeing nor any other student's. It was only her Hawk Eye catch hold me red handed, I was starring at her.......

I started teasing her by telling "I Wanted To Do Friendship With You" but could never crack her for dating with me, I had made-up my mind that Scorpions are tough to knock down in their decisions. It was only 1st April'1992, all 3 couples in group decided to go on date at Juhu beach, Mumbai & we all 3 boys proposed together to their Loviedovies, holding each others hand. 

That's a time & till today, we never departed for a single day…… till today on 27th Nov'2013………… Shilpa departed to USA for Shrenuj's Marriage. 

Yes, I feel like I am all alone now...All though she went only for 10 days, I feel like I need to spend 10 years without her. I am missing her, I cried in my Car, Dhyeya was crying in sorrow as he is never habituated to sleep without his mamma….But on the another hand, I am happy & very glad that they all cried with tons of happiness, surprises & did not believing own eyes that Shilpa is in front of their eyes in USA. She is there, especially to attend Shrenuj Marriage….. this is my surprise Package & my Gift, SHILPA……………. Happy Marriage Shrenuj & Karisma…God bless you……

My Birthday at Orphanage House.

This year on my birthday, 30^th Sep’2013, I had planned to celebrate in different way with Orphanage kids. One of my friend refer me to "A charitable trust maintain by Mother Teresa Foundation." Hence decided to spent a day out with the destitute of Shanti Daan Ashram which is located in Gorai. 

I was allotted only between 4pm to 5pm time slot & in hours time, I was suppose to served approx 210 orphans/destitute.

All 210 destitute/orphans were divided into 2 Category, Category-1 were 45 mentally challenge/destitute kids within the age group of 15 years & Category-2 were mentally challenged/Physically disabled & abandoned male destitute both young and old...

Since the number were huge, many people like Mr.Charlie, help in taking care of these Orphans/Destitute by rendering 2-3 hours a day as social service. Mr.Charlie suggested me that I should feed them with Frooti & Chocolates as their favorites item.

On reaching there, I was greeted by 12 year’s boy named Harshavardhan. He started looking at us as if we were 3 astronaut getting down from Space shuttle but he immediately started helping us to pull-out all foods from my Car. There were few children like Jassu & Mrunal of Kolkata who came hold my hands. It looked as if they were longing for love from me, I hugged them & gave them Frooti\Chocolates. They smile & called others.

The moment, me, Dhyeya & Papa entered in open hall, all 45 kids surrounded us as they were well informed about their gifts. Dad & Dhyeya were in surprised what to do & immediately, one of helper named Gopal rushed to our help. Without wasting single moment, we started distributing Frooti to all of them. To my surprise, couple of kids were not known what is frooti? How to open? & how to drink via Straw etc.

Most of kids in category-1, were either mentally disabled or physically inactive & they were abandon by their parents or pulled from streets....   Some kids were natural blind & few had cripple legs...& some kids were in vegetable stat.....They can't move their body w/o someone help. In Category-2 all males including Physically disabled & abandoned male destitute both young and old. While serving, I could sense dad in disturbed situation as he is not used to this kinds of social activities but Dhyeya, with the smiley face, very confidently distributing items to these people….

I was feeling their pain, their actions, their damaged life, their blindness & incapability to fight with this cruel world……I am crying but God please give me strength so that I can serve them whole hearted & never let these things happens to anyone’s life…..

"We make a Living of what we get, but we make Life in what we give."

BHOOT AAYA
During childhood times, all kids were notorious & I was no more exceptional not only in my family but also in my building of 140 flats. Over a top of it, I was youngest in my family so have an opportunity to be most pampered kiddos... ...my injuries like 10 stitches on my bum, tons of stitches on my skull & forehead, multiple fracture in Wrist, tailbone & both legs are witness to my silent solder attitude.

Mom had left for heaven abode when I was merely 12 years old so I was grownup seeing Papa doing job in 3 shifts & my bother/sister taking care of me. But I never remember, (other than studies) I was ever scold by anyone in my family. Yes, I was very much afraid of Darshana as in studies, she was my teacher....

In today's time, I see lot of parents fire their children with different ways. Recently visited one of my relatives home, who was making his 3 years old son afraid of "bhoobhoo". With curiosity I asked him the meaning & significant of name - "bhoobhoo". He referred me to Lord Ganesh Pandal's speaker Testing patterns as "bhoobhoo" roaring to this infants."HELLO MIKE TESTING. HELLO ONE TWO THREE TESTING". That small tiny boy was in puzzle & started crying as he doesn't know that sound come from loud speakers & he was been told that "bhoobhoo" is in sky & firing big crackers on him .....poor boy...

Dhyeya is now 11 years of age, I never remember, I must have ever fired him or maybe I am just following bonafide chain from my parents. I never raise my voice or hands on him. To make him understand of good & Bad....Every night I share "KRSNA Katha" from "Bhagavad-Gita" which I learned from ISKON & I keep him engage with puzzles & stories of Akbar-Birbal etc with hilarious name as “KANHA”.

From past 3-4 morning, I observed he was intentionally dropping his "twins “Almond at home. Per kg of 'MAMRO' Almond cost me Rs.950 so thought to make him realized the importance of each Penny. ...so I told him that "this year's Daddy is going to celebrate his birthday with Orphanage kids who are either without parents, physically handicapped or mentally disorders. I am going to celebrate my birthday with them with Birdy's Almond Cake, wafers & one day meal on 30th September 2013."….. The moment I complete my statement, I see his face became pale, looks like in Comatose & within nick of time, he gallop both almonds in his mouth & started chewing like an bubblegum as if he is enjoying each particles of Almonds. .....

This instant reaction of Dhyeya fire an idea in my mind to celebrate my 40th birthday at Orphanage house.

KAL, AAJ AUR KAL, Its Father’s day

He is my hero..whenever someone talk about parents, 1st of all I remembered about my Father as my parent. It’s been 26 years now that Mom has passed away & he has always played as an double Role of Mom & Dad. As an single handed parent took care of all 4 brothers & sisters along-with his work far in Chembur (that too in Shift). I Salute my father, he is my real hero...

At home, Dhyeya always keeping himself busy & remain aggressive, watching Doremon on TV or continue to roll-on his favorite channel's, high graphical with monstrous sound produced in GTA & NFS on Computers, Cubes & Dinosaurs puzzles on Phablet, Angry Birds on iPhone, Chhota bheem/Jetpack on Samsung keeps him busy all the time & if tired of everything then wrestling with me....
to my surprise, I observed him silently lying on bed, listening songs on his iPod. I have realized that Music is something always make in Silent mode. When he saw me,  he called me to be very closed to him, slowly he kissed on my chin & whispered silently...."Happy Fathers Day". I hugged him, reciprocate him with a small kiss & in turn, he offered me his favorite Breakfast as "Father’s Day Gift". I wholehearted accept it.......an innocent but priceless moment of life.....
KAL, AAJ AUR KAL.......to Papa & from Dhyeya.....Happy Fathers Day.....

MY FAMILY TREE OF 7 GENERATIONS…

A family tree, ancestry chart, or pedigree chart, is a chart representing my family relationships in a conventional Tree Structure format. I have an 7 generations represented of our grand fathers as stated in photo - from Top to Bottom.

How to view my ancestry chart is, the oldest generations at the top and the newer generations at the bottom. I m standing marked as Yellow Color, Dhyeya is marked below me…

MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE on WANTS...

ASK, BELIEVE, RECEIVE - just three simple steps to create whatever you want OR Demand. 
ASK is easy. RECEIVED is easy. But sometimes the second step, BELIEVE, can be difficult for people. However, there's an easy way to believe; MAKE BELIEVE in your mind every day! When you make believe, it makes you believe! 
Keep a trend of above STEPS while you are about for Deep Sleep & your subconscious mind will follow your commands & 1st Step is to ASK UNIVERSE about your demands...you can use UNIVERSE as your menu card for whatever you want.
2nd Step is to BELIEVE in, your demand is fulfilled by UNIVERSE. Have Day dream as if you got it WHAT YOU WANT & you have DEMANDED from UNIVERSE.
3rd Step is RECEIVED from UNIVERSE......

trust me Its a lovely experience of following above MANTRA.

Worrying and focusing on what you DON'T WANT, takes just as much energy and time as focusing on WHAT YOU DO WANT - and it works! If your energy is largely negative, that's what you'll get back.

It is so important that you are grateful for everything in your life. Many people focus on the one thing they want and then forget to be grateful for all the things they have. Without gratitude for everything you have, it's going to be a very slow journey to get what you want. The law of attraction and the Universe love gratitude, so MILK IT!!!
& SO CHANGE YOUR THINKING...